My chest hurts.
This isn’t physical pain,
And it’s not just some fabrication of my mind.
It’s something no medicine can heal.
It’s heartbreak.
I can’t ever seem to escape it.
Continually it pulls me right back into it’s wretched arms;
It has no intention to release it’s grasp.
It haunts me with every misstep,
failed opportunity, and course of action I have taken.
It convicts me when it has no right to do so.
Or maybe it does…
It never seems to sleep.
Instead, it just waits for when I least expect it,
and then it strikes mercilessly.
All I want is to just break free!
I don’t want it to rule my life anymore!
I just want it to end!
…
God, please save me.
